Shake my fist to the clouds, And the ever changing seasons Swallow down the red wine In spite of all the reasons The way it smells like my dad's breath The way I know that this won't last Don't hold me so close My wilting rose Don't tell me that You see something here Do you think I'm fucking stupid? Or that I can't hear The weight of all the promises We both know you'll break We both know you'll break Smoking my luckys first Cause I know that I'll need it Let it all fall in place As it falls apart Always looking at you, As you look away Don't know what I was really hoping for Don't look at me like that Don't look at me at all Don't look at me like that Don't look at me at all! Take it all in This is just who you are You'd say these same things To anyone alone in the dark Catastrophize between breaths Start and stall the way I can care for you Catastrophize between breaths Start and stall the way I can care for you