Strangers,
And our secrets they carry
You know I don't
Mean it in a bad way
I've got an intimate relationship
With cognitive dissonance
And you've got a mouth like
A sniper
The maggots in the folds of my brain
Crawling up the back of my throat
A cocktail of paranoia, disdain
I love the way you smile as I choke
As I choke
As I
Who am I by myself,
But another costume in the back of my closet?
Who am I by myself?
Do I exist at all?
I think you taste life the same way that I did
I think you bleed the same way that I bled
Nightmares tucked into the bedside nightstand
I miss averting your gaze
And tracing your hands
The maggots in the folds of my brain
Crawling up the back of my throat
A cocktail of paranoia, disdain
I love the way you smile as I choke
As I choke
As I
My inner monologue
Will forever be
An intersection
Of everyone who has abused me
Circle the drain
On the disposal of everything
In lust of, an ode to,
My god given right
To ruin everything first