I am constantly afraid of nothing I am constantly injecting fucking the feeling of interpersonal rope burn Lust and yearn you'll never learn I do it to myself Let everyone down Who am I kidding? Who am I trying to impress? You're a fucking joke! You're a fucking joke! At the crossroad on the backburner Caught between what I've been hoping for and your worst nightmare The receding sun and my receding hope Cut me open so I have substance to choke on I know you'll laugh and I'll keep going back To the bastardized past To find the timeline Where it lasts Did I ask for forgiveness? Did I ask for anything at all? Did I ask for forgiveness? You'll never learn Forget me not these bloodlust thoughts Now you're caught You're snared But who set the trap? Teeth like a safety net