With every year that passes,
You miss the one before
Even though everyone you've ever loved
Has ended up miserable
Stop taking your meds
Only swallow the sugar
What's one for the other?
Call the bluff on the weather
We're not getting better
Lick the blood of each other
And if there is a god then I fucking killed her
I hate the way you
Harbor your heartache
I hate the way you
Always leave something out
I'll show you where the knife goes
Can't leave me with my eyes closed
I'll still haunt you, in spite of
The way your hands fit so well around my throat
Selfish is as selfish does
Give it all up for the hormones
The drugs
Hold your hand as you target the gun
The metallic taste of falling in love
I hate the way you
Harbor your heartache
I hate the way you
Always leave something out
When I said I wanted to
Find myself again
This is not what I meant
I love you so much
I'll gaslight me too