Got me pathetic
Grasping your hand like
I'm on my deathbed and you're not here
Huffing your touch like a fucking addict
In love with a version of you that's not real
Now I can't stand you
Stretching myself too thin
Sketching heaven out of sin
Am I what you wanted
Break me until I am
Break me until I am
Break me until I
Don't recognize my reflection
All anger, no intention
Did I forget to fucking mention
Can't use me for your own salvation
Now I can't stand you
The porch light stays on for you and you alone
Disillusioned, disenchanted, spoke to god but never meant it
Hard pressed and worthless
After all, I deserve this
I will build a bigger home to house this grief
I will stitch the seams
I will haunt your fucking dreams
When you get sick you'll think of me
You can wash your hands, but you'll never be clean
This bed isn't big enough for you, me, and your victim complex