It's 11:47 Once again directing my attention To repressing my depression 'Cause it's messing with my mind now Look at the time now I question if I'll ever get some rest Because my schedule ain't the best I gotta find out How to balance it, living this life is challenging Challenges be surrounding me, dousing the fire out of me Doubting shit overpowers me, cannot get enough hours in a day Maybe because I'm drowning in the pain and I'm insane Yeah Maybe I'm insane I lost Malcolm and X, I don't know what is next For me, cause I've been stressed And weak, I feel depressed I feel depressed Can't get this off my chest