Hate every world I'm in until I leave and then I miss it
I wish I could appreciate the things that I was given
But it's been years since I was happy why does no one listen

Wish I could disappear but then nobody would remember
The thought of leaving things behind it really makes my head hurt
I never really understood the meaning of forever
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Wish I knew then what I know now
Being up is worse than down
Cause you never know what's coming next
I wish that I could take me back
To the good old days I never had
The past is all that I've got left
La da di da la da di da la da
La da di da la da di da la da
Wish I knew then what I know now
Being up is worse than down
I love attention till they come for me then I start hiding
Until I heard the noise I never really liked the quiet
Didn't think chasing my dreams would lead to just surviving
I really hate the sky the minute that the sun starts falling
Cause in the dark being alone turns into feeling lonely
Say I need space but I get anxious when my friends stop calling
Wish I knew then what I know now
Being up is worse than down
Cause you never know what's coming next
I wish that I could take me back
To the good old days I never had
The past is all that I've got left
La da di da la da di da la da
La da di da la da di da la da
Wish I knew then what I know now
Being up is worse than down
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I'm pointing fingers at the pandemic
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Easy to blame it for all the damage
But trying to break all my bad habits
Is even harder for me to manage
I'm pointing fingers at the pandemic
Easy to blame it for all the damage
But trying to break all my bad habits
Is even harder for me to manage
I'm pointing fingers at the pandemic
Easy to blame it for all the damage
But trying to break all my bad habits
Is even harder for me to manage
I'm pointing fingers at the pandemic
Easy to blame it for all the damage
But trying to break all my bad habits
Is even harder for me to manage