I worry everyone around me
I think they've noticed that I'm drowning
I'm sorry that my pain is hard to watch
I'm sorry that you're happy and I'm not
Don't want my thoughts to turn to actions
I told my mom it wouldn't happen
I'm sorry that I've needed extra love
I'm sorry that you miss the way I was
You can say you love me a hundred times
And I'll be overthinking ninety nine
Lately I've been thinking I don't wanna die
I just need someone to save my life
Someone to save me from the borderline
Know getting help is so important
But still I feel so damn annoying
Like I'm a big responsibility
Like all my friends are feeling bad for me
I'm like a heavy weight to carry
And always breaking every boundary
Will they still love me when the storm is over
Will they still know me when they're getting older
You can say you love me a hundred times
And I'll be overthinking ninety nine
Lately I've been thinking I don't wanna die
I just need someone to save my life
Someone to save me from the borderline
I can't help the things that I'm saying
I can't help the way that I'm breaking
I can't help I won't be okay if
You don't tell me that you don't hate me
I can't live like this for much longer
I can't live without getting stronger
I can't live a lie that's just a million I am fines
You can say you love me a hundred times
And I'll be overthinking ninety nine
Lately I've been thinking I don't wanna die
I just need someone to save my life
Someone to save me from the borderline