When i talk to other people about you
I cry every time
Never been in love before
But i think that this is what it feels like
Emotional word vomit
Crying when you're not around it's like
I base my mood off how you feel about me that day
I read through our old messages
Like they're some entertaining book
God, i loved that kid so much
Oh how fucking stupid i look
Giving you a chance
You're no different than the last
I should've learned my lesson
Boys like you come around way too often
I'm so conflicted
I'm crying but you're different
I say that every time
You've got it so twisted
There's no way i deserve this
Some days i swear you want me too
But most days i don't fuck with you
(Ha ha ha)
(Ha ha ha)
Everyone knows that i'd do anything for you
They tease me about it cuz we all know it's true
I wish that you still tried
But i'll learn how to survive
I'll just get hotter
I won't need you any longer
I'm so conflicted
I'm crying but you're different
I say that every time
You've got it so twisted
There's no way i deserve this
Some days i swear you want me too
But most days i don't fuck with you
(Ha ha ha)
(Ha ha ha)
Maybe i need to stop making you
An angel in my mind
Maybe i still love you
But a week from now i'll be just fine
Maybe i'm obsessed
With a version of you that doesn't exist
Maybe you didn't mean it
When you begged and begged me for a kiss
Maybe you're just different than i thought you were
Maybe i need to stop comparing myself to her
Maybe i need to stop excusing your behavior to my friends
Maybe i need to let myself get fucking hurt again
EW!
I'm so conflicted
I'm crying but you're different
I say that every time
You've got it so twisted
There's no way i deserve this
Some days i swear you want me too
But most days i don't fuck with you
(Yeah i don't fuck with you)
(Ha ha ha)