I'm torn to bits, I'm shattered, this here's the last of me
The love we carried for so long, it ended all so savagely
And with a lack of me, I'm sure you'll live on happily
The jersey of our fantasy hangs up, just like a tapestry
It never had to be this way, I'm just fucked up
Never showed you, I loved you, never showed you, I loved us
Promise you I did, it's too late to take it back
And hurting you was never planned because to me you're like crack
I'm a fiend for that body, a fiend for your mind
Got a divine mental shrine, loved to hit it from behind
But those days are behind us, tears me up inside
And I never meant to rip your heart out baby, make you cry
And I ask myself, why I had been so careless
With no mistake I vision this woman with me thru marriage
And I played with that heart, the lying game, so ashamed
Could never stop loving you, I can't put out the flame
I hear your name
I still hear your fucking name