Soured by the years of systematic denial Embittered to the rotted core Perils of the mirror bane conspires A soul's deprivation disrobed The very front that saves enslaves Content to bathe in wretchedness Self negligent to breaking points Perpetuate the preferred state of duress Delight in spiteful self resentment Bear this crux of self disgust Paint the four walls black, Let the eyes roll back Adhere to the redux of mistrust Paint the four walls black, Let the eyes roll back Transmute moral weakness into some twisted symbol of merit Defecation upon the hand that provides Negating a way forward as if in self defence Vulgar tongue undercuts the mouth that utters Floundering in a paradoxical pretence Thwarted by the blaze of your own self hatred Seduced by the degradation trails Seduced by the degradation trails Resent life beyond the grave Embittered to the core