Laying in bed and my cheeks are all red From the blood rush of moving too fast Tossing and turning's a little exhausting I keep falling on my back I didn't know sadness until all the madness Began to take roots in myself That version of me is a little more free When I neglect my health Now I'm too tired from being so wired My nerves have been shot to the floor I try to mend them but I'm sick of pretending I actually care anymore But sometimes it's better to bleed than feel nothing at all Sometimes it's better to bleed than feel nothing at all Reading the pages, it's taken me ages But I'm ready to finish the book They tried to tear them it nearly did scare them When I allowed them to look If you want to fake it cause I'm a disgrace Then peel back my skin once again But it's cheapened my name and now I'm to blame I forgot that I'm just not like them Now I'm too tired from being so wired My nerves have been shot to the floor I try to mend them but I'm sick of pretending I actually care anymore But sometimes it's better to bleed than feel nothing at all Sometimes it's better to bleed than feel nothing at all