Were all detached from reality Poisoning our minds
Shades of light
Descend upon a crippling world Darkness is all that I have
So can I just surrender?
Self loathe
As far as I can see, the grips are slipping through my mind self doubt overcomes my reasoning
They say just find what's best for me, but the pessimist's mind blurs, the cancer spreads throughout me
Hide in the moonlight
I cannot show my face
They cannot know my pain
Remaining to your each and every thought, you are not strong enough, you are not bold enough
Could this be?
Could I be the only one here?
Beneath this darkness
Beyond the surface
It lives in all of us, blank stares into a deadly dull
Cruel world, cruel hands scratching selfishly
Twisting all of your actions
Crumbling waves pull you to the depths
Another wave of this nightmare
The space inside of my head was born to allocate the sanity left us
Can't feel the blood that's pumping through my veins, impure and haunted.
The thoughts drive me insane, but yet I'm all to blame
I know, the thoughts drive me insane, your eyes seem to resent me
Drowning underneath the weight of it all just feels so tempting
Hunger for normalcy in a world that feels so empty
To find my clarity, through misery
Shut my eyes just to feel the wind change
Spiral as I clutch at the skin I claim
Am I to blame?
Or is the world around me clinically insane, help me find my way
Follow the hopeless stuck inside depravity
Below these painted skies
Underneath the weight of affliction Am I all alone?
Could this be?
Could I be the only one here?
Beneath this darkness
Beyond the surface
Am I the only one?
These walls revolve around
Were numb inside, the lives destroyed so absently
And I fell
I can't fall so short this time
But once I stepped outside, I realized how to stay alive
This world is so cold, and the night is long, who will save me?
Who will come and save me?
Trapped inside this pain, will we endure the blur of this nightmare?
The insanity of this misery