Not on a high horse I've been out late I've been smoking record rates Not in a position to judge But shit is coming up You've been in the bathroom Perfect for an asshole I can see your jaw move Try to keep it stable And I get it I can see right through Only because I have the same problem We got sober together But you've been going back And I can't blame you It's in the blood Part of the disease is giving up Call me I wanna be there for you But not in a way that lets you take me down with you Fix it with New York You hope the habits change And distance takes the pain Not in a position to judge And I know with drugs There's never enough I get it I can see right through Only because I know and I fucking love you We got sober together But you've been going back And I can't blame you It's in the blood But part of the disease is giving up Call me I wanna be there for you But not in a way that lets you take me down with you