Stealing my breath when I need it the most and words are still too hard to find and there's things that I'm needing to say. With all I've got left and this lump in my throat of things that I can't keep denying and chances I'm dying to take. But when it all goes to hell and I'm left alone with nothing but memories of you in my arms. And god how it kills to hold you so close and know in my heart what I feel in my bones. Breaking my heart with the way that you smile and laughter that melts through my soul. You are everything I don't deserve. Falling apart with your hands laced in mine and praying you'll never let go. Forever hold onto the way that we were. Darling I know you think we're fine and oh how I wish you were right. But I'm prone to break the things I love. I've prayed so hard I don't die here alone. Swear that you'll never let me let go.