Give me a break 'cause I've been trying I've been doing my best for way too long But it seems like I'm stuck right here fighting so hard for something that I don't want So here's to charades that I'm fine and the lies that I tell when I'm wrong 'Cause I can't take this anymore. I am way too young to feel this old Give me a chance 'cause I've been honest through all of the mess I've been drowning in But it seems like the more that I try the harder I fall and the faster I hit the ground So here's to the best of intentions and all of the ones I let down And I have failed the ones I love All I am will never be enough Sometime ago I think my lungs gave out from all of the screaming All that I need is forgiveness now for the life I've been leading All of this darkness and hate in my heart with no one to blame but me So overwhelmed from the start I was destined for failure and with my last breath scream I just need to start again I am so wrong for who I've been.