I wanna tear myself apart And see what I can't see inside Blood veins and a pumping heart Chloroform and pesticide If you fall like you have fallen I wouldn't be a lonely man now If my mind is just as swollen I will try to blow myself up You want it So badly Our tension Ecstatic I will try to Be gentle It hurts but In my mind Let the darkness clarify You are the soul that has escaped That makes me incomplete There is always the lack of you That renders breathing obsolete If you fall like you have fallen I wouldn't be a lonely man now If my mind is just as swollen Then I will try to blow myself up I want it So badly Our tension Ecstatic I'll try to Be gentle It hurts but In my mind Let the darkness clarify I want it So badly Our tension Ecstatic I'll try to Be gentle It hurts but In my mind Let the darkness clarify