Saint Jude look down on me
Cause I am just like you
A broken man with nothing to lose
A lost cause
Or nothing at all?
Just nights wasted
Waiting up for your call.
I only know it's the bottom because I feel at home
Cause this hopelessness is all I've ever known
Even in my best dreams I'm still all alone
And all my fucking friends have moved on on their own
You think I would have learned by now
To plant my roots in fucking fertile ground
But this soil is barren
And when i needed you, you weren't around
"I hope you're happy
Spending tonight all alone
When everyone you love
Has someone else to hold."
Blegh.
"Well things can't always stay the same."
Isn't that what you said?
Is he that much better
That you'd rather have his love instead?
No more waiting for your call
No more circling the phone
No more you and me at all
I should have fucking stayed alone
Knees bled begging
Hands covered in dirt
If I'd have just stayed alone.
I would've never gotten hurt