I'm unlearning all the motions I was going through for you I'm discerning fact from notion did you need to put me through it? Tryna shatter crystal ceiling, filter poison from the pool Tryna separate the hurt of it cause hurting ain't the truth I'm unlearning Only appreciating orange juice to chase coconut rum I'm unlearning your love language, boy I miss my mother tongue Only burning up the greenery so we don't have to talk Only switching up the scenery when I say Imma walk I'm unlearning Never giving me a reason but I seen it through the seasons Only taking on my body as a currency for meaning Couldn't give you what you wanted, I'm to blame for this I've been giving the illusion I'm not losin' it I been giving the illusion I'm not losin' it I'm unlearning all the motions I was going through for you I'm discerning fact from notion did you need to put me through it? Tryna shatter crystal ceiling, filter poison from the pool When I met you wish I'd known to say I love you to my youth Red in the clouds and blue on the water Left home behind just to see what it offer Side you in bed but it felt like I lost you Stay out the way, keep you on my mind often You on my mind so often You might never be off it But I'm moving from Boston And you ain't in the boxes I'm unlearning