I've been up and down this street for hours biking
My fingers are numb but I kind of like it
I probably should've listened and worn a jacket
But I convinced myself I could hack it
And now my hands feel like they're falling off
But I don't mind it's better than admitting I'm wrong
And it's getting fucked up cause lately I have been realizing
That all of my bad luck has really just been self-sabotaging
Could you direct me to
A coping mechanism
For when the problem's you
And you've been playing the victim (playing the victim)
But now I'm coming clean, you better get this shit on video
'Cause I don't know if I'll evеr say this again
'Cause I like to blame evеrything on my parents and my friends but
Maybe it's me
Maybe it's me
I've been going on the longest walks around midnight
And if I get killed, well, at least I'll have lived, right?
I probably should've stayed in but I wanted to sneak out
But I think I went too far, cause I'm starting to get creeped out
And now I'm seeing shadows lurking everywhere
I know they're not real, but I'm still real scared
And it's getting fucked up cause lately I have been realizing
That all of my bad luck has really just been self-sabotaging
Could you direct me to
A coping mechanism
For when the problem's you
And you've been playing the victim (playing the victim)
But now I'm coming clean, you better get this shit on video
Cause I don't know if I'll ever say this again
I like to blame everything on my parents and my friends but
Maybe it's me
Isn't that absolutely horrifying?
All the bullshit I spent years glorifying
That's all it is, bullshit
That's all it is, bullshit
Isn't that absolutely terrifying?
All the people I spent years vilifying
They aren't the villains, are they?
They aren't the villains, are they?
Maybe it's me
Oh maybe it's me