I wanna be the girl smiling for no reason First on the train, home for the season Falling leaves caught in my hair I wanna be the one talking at the table Confident, willing and able Telling stories with my hands It looks so easy, picture-perfectly A life in colour, a life that means something How can I get there? Hold on to my flower mind Feed it water and sunlight I'm not so dull, I can be bright It makes a difference when you try Everyday wake up and I wonder How I change with this rain I'm under Starts to doubt it's all in my head If I sat up, and drive Could I leave the storm behind For open skies? Hold on to my flower mind Feed it water and sunlight I'm not so dull, I can be bright It makes a difference when you try