In the midnight I fall You catch me You are always on call And in the darkness I can fool myself Not seeing you were never there at all I'm never sure that you were real at all All this heat's left me dry Just wishing I could spend my evenings home crying And that's the point of this whole mess, isn't it? Keep finding new ways just to feel alive Too bad that living always feels like dying What is there left to do But fall into the labyrinth of my mind? What would you have to say To make the fear evaporate? I need something to hold onto That isn't you Smoke your last cigarette I promise after this I'll quit But the addiction's only part of it It's so much harder just to try to exist All this uncertainty, it makes me feel sick What is there left to do But fall into the labyrinth of my mind? What would you have to say To make the fear evaporate? I need something to hold onto That isn't you And I've become increasingly dependent on your smile It's the cul-de-sac that I forget to turn around in every time And it's the picture I'm hanging on my shelf Just like me to forget my health Every time