Here I am again Seems all of my life is deliverance I'm wading in the weight of it Best I can And everything takes time That's what they say, darling, isn't it? But I don't have patience for the pain of it Anymore In the morning I'm gone Traveling roads I know too well Searching for the places I call myself I only want you in the evening time When this earth makes up her mind To die another day Wish we could all go that way Like setting suns on the horizon line Wish I could drown this fucking heart of mine In that lilac painted ocean spreading wide Wish I could find some way to pass this time Instead of loving you