In my garden, so exciting Fill my cup with lemon lime On the back porch with a ground floor Saddest happy girl alive It looks like everything is right and you'd be right to say There's nothing left to bitch about so now I can't complain I've been best friends with bad timing I'm trying to leave him behind me I've done some things I dreamt about when I was just a kid But I don't think I'll ever feel the way I wish I did Can't tell if I'm living or dying From the signs in the clouds to my coffee They say try stay here In my garden, so excitin' Fill my cup with lemon lime On the back porch with a ground floor Saddest happy girl alive And I can't tell if I'm cryin' Sun is shining in my eyes Only smiling on the outside Saddest happy girl alive Givin' too much energy I'm never gettin' back I'm tired of chasing after it so I can just relax Waitin' for someone to hand me a little more faith in humanity My problems, I'll tell them to the grass They don't care, they're growin' way too fast La da di da Losin' my place in the race, they'll all leave me behind Wish I could stay here In my garden, so excitin' Fill my cup with lemon lime On the back porch with a ground floor Saddest happy girl alive And I can't tell if I'm cryin' Sun is shining in my eyes Only smilin' on the outside Saddest happy girl alive