I find myself at night Pulling out my hair cause I can never be enough I'm hard to be around I'm bad at playing nice I find myself at night Pulling out my hair cause I can never be enough I'm hard to be around I'm bad at playing nice I dressed it up I chased around Desperate for a different crowd I swear I was the weakest one A fool for staying true to things that always made me roll my eyes Blind for telling stories that were true About a coward I don't wanna be Always true to you but never true to me I find myself at night Pulling out my hair cause I can never be enough I'm hard to be around I'm bad at playing nice It fucked me up So many times I never slept around I always held you close but I still feel like I'm screwing up I ask my mom I ask my dad to tell me why I'm sad Grew up by telling stories to forget About the girl I need to be But never was and never will And now she makes me wanna die Though i'm glad to be alive I find myself at night I find myself at night