Flickering things I'm getting sentimental Looking through car windows And thinking of places I want to see Where I want to be I cross my arms too much I apologise when I'm uncomfortable I'm not sorry anymore I hide from conversations Please don't call I won't be there At all I feel a disconnection I build up walls Around me I force myself to feel good But I don't have it on paper yet I'm not eligible Just dreaming things impossible Of being like everyone else Exemplary Finally the best I hide from conversations Please don't call I won't be there At all I feel a disconnection I build up walls Around me But I I'm sure lost control And I I'm sure I'll lose them all Please don't call Please don't call Please don't call I won't pick up