I lie awake at night Counting the far off lights Just to find some peace of mind I recall the endless pain Of what it means just to forget To call your name And it brings me down And it brings me down When I go to be with the dearly departed Will they welcome me with open arms? Will I earn my keep walking towards the light? Or will I need you by my side? I've stumbled through the noise Under the overgrowth of Places I've been before And I will close my eyes To be conscious of that thing That's ever conscious of me And it brings me life And it brings me life When I go to be with the dearly departed Will they welcome me with open arms? Will I earn my keep walking towards the light? Or will I need you by my side?