Watch the kid staring out the window Who thinks he thought he might of seen his mom But the woman he knows to that he knows too well is gone So you can go ahead and blame the nineties Start blaming them for just bein' cruel But if you start blaming them then blame the other years too I found a picture in a stack in the box and thought She hadn't really looked this good in years I'll start looking like you when I stop looking in a mirror Yeh, I'll start looking like you when I stop looking in a mirror So you can go ahead and change your idols I'll start acting like this kid I knew in school Talkin' shit real quiet, selling smokes, and stealing booze Lyin' 'bout my family and the reason that I moved I ride around starin' at the houses only see the ones I never will afford Same with my memory of you and all the times I felt ignored So I'm-a go ahead and say I been a saint and I'll tell it to you till I get through heaven's doors When I crumble to dust leaving dirt and a dull sword Yeh I'm-a go ahead and say I've been a saint and I'll tell it to you till I get to heaven's door When I crumble to dust leaving some dirt and a dull sword When I crumble to dust leaving some dirt and a dull sword