Praise the lord and life is grand And man I feel so crazy Quite a leap from who I am To who I want to be I woke up this morning with the heaviest of hearts Don't know where the blue sky ends and where the gray one starts I don't need no comforting No pills to make me happy Little pills to take until You just don't feel a thing I can drone these words until they haunt me like a ghost They can be the medicine that touches me the most All the day the clouds will lay The winter gray above me And all the night, the snowy sight The glowing light so lovely I can't make this go away Can't shake this from my shoulders I can be so slow to see What everyone has seen Wish I didn't feel this way but I'm afraid I do Wish I had ten thousand stars to offer up to you