We're nearly over
But so far from closure
Why can't I play you as you lie?
Said I'd be sober
Then you got closer
I think I might relapse tonight
What's going on, how ya been?
Can you feel the small talk getting thin?
Maybe we're just better off as awkward friends
I try to act like I don't mind
When it's Armageddon in my head I say I'm fine
But I'm getting real tired of all this trying to pretend
I kind of wish that you'd just go away
I'm getting nervous I'll make a mistake
Wish I was better at giving you space
We're nearly over
But so far from closure
Why can't I play you as you lie?
Said I'd be sober
Then you got closer
I think I might relapse tonight
What's new with you? Nothing much
I just hate the way that I crave your touch
Like an addict needs a buzz when he's rusted up and blue
When I think to much I find
That you've overstayed your welcome in my fragile mind
I swore I wouldn't but I couldn't stop myself from using you
I kind of wish that you'd just go away
I'm getting nervous I'll make a mistake
Wish I was better at giving you space
We're nearly over
But so far from closure
Why can't I play you as you lie?
Said I'd be sober
Then you got closer
I think I might relapse tonight
Every now and then
I need a friend
To get me through the lonely
Bottles, plants and pills
Can't keep me still
I'm restless for you only
Won't you hold me?
We're nearly over
But so far from closure
Why can't I play you as you lie?
Said I'd be sober
Then you got closer
I think I might relapse tonight