Have you not seen how I hold on tight Did you forget that I feel your blame forevermore Did you give up now for nothing I feel so fragile, so numb inside, my heart is sore ♪ Why has the poison taken hold of me It is no secret, the noise in me will never die There is no antidote, I have no cure My light has withered, I say no more, I can not stay ♪ The door is locked, I'm sure My hands are clean My keys are on me I check again I'm always tired I never want to sleep My dreams bedevil me My breath is never deep I am my best friend I am my biggest enemy That is who I am That is nothing I can change ♪ I force myself to speak Feel insecure Too scared of people In awkward silence I feel so paralyzed But still I speak I'm disembodied I need to run away I am my best friend I am my biggest enemy That is who I am That is nothing I can change I am my best friend I am my biggest enemy That is who I am That is nothing I can change