With my limbs tied behind my back You forced me to love you Down on my knees, I lied My real self stays locked safe from you My ears always ringing And the tears always brimming It's so hard to keep you at bay Maybe I won't bother today Blood smeared across my mouth This love leaves me lost without you But when will we tire of disease and desire? And I'll turn around and I'll destroy you But your love leaves a lesion And it gives me a reason It's so hard to keep you at bay Maybe I won't bother today The touch of the bruises The pain that amuses My hand always shielding my eyes