I look for answers, I look for reasons
Sometimes I find some
Usually I find none
I wish I wasn't the person that I am
I wish was someone else
So my life continues and I wonder
If the next breath is worth the pain
Crawl down into my mind
Crawl into the hole
Twisted, my mind is so twisted
Is not a safe place to be
Sometimes it seems like so much trouble
Just to lift my head from a dream
Sleep used to be so safe
Except for the nightmares
But the nightmares aren't real
Truth, I search for answers
Reasons, I search for them
Change, I got to change
Control, I need to let go
Crawl as a baby crawls
Climb up from the hole
Crawl, no need to run
Climb out of the womb
Sometimes I feel so alone
Alone with everyone else
Everyone else but you, that is
Then I look into your eyes and realize
That I'm someone without you
Crawl down into my mind
Crawl into the hole
Twisted, my mind is so twisted
Is not a safe place to be
I look for answers, I look for reasons
Sometimes I find some
Usually I find none
I wish I wasn't the person that I am
I wish was someone else
So my life continues and I wonder
If the next breath is worth the pain
Crawl as a baby crawls
Climb up from the hole
Crawl, no need to run
Climb out of the womb