Don't wanna be here, living in sick fear I want to disappear Tired of losing, self-pity booze And I want to disappear Pound a railroad stake in my cold, dead heart My buddy shot his baby with a poison dart From that gal in Memphis that caught Leprosy But, no one needs to know except you and me Don't wanna be here, living in sick fear I want to disappear Tired of losing, self-pity booze And I want to disappear Horn-headed butcher taught me all I know Got a demon bone whistle, boys I'm gonna blow More bad news coming every hour Been haunted by the shadow of a misery tower Don't wanna be here, livin' in sick fear I want to disappear Tired of losing, self-pity booze And I want to disappear Watch me fade away Whole world's dying, gonna make you proud Black smog forming like a funeral shroud These hot summer days have sure been cold I've learned too much, I done got old Don't wanna be here, livin' in sick fear I want to disappear Tired of losing, self-pity booze And I want to disappear Watch me fade away Don't wanna be here, livin' in sick fear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear Disappear