I met him a cocktail bar I didn't know who he was When I woke up he was fucking me And now I feel a little slutty Won't somebody hold my hand I need someone who will understand Wash it away won't you make me clean I'm not the girl that I want to be I wake up with a memory of Driving around in my car My blackouts getting more extreme Nobody left to blame but me Won't somebody hold my hand I need someone who will understand Wash it away won't you make me clean I'm not the girl that I want to be Dumped out on the lawn again I don't know my name Won't somebody hold my hand I need someone who will understand Wash it away, won't you make me clean I'm not the girl that I want to be Won't somebody please hold my hand I need someone who will understand Wash it away, won't you make me clean Where is the girl that I used to be?