I see through everything,
Replaying everything
Carry loss for an eternity
Is it you that I lost, or a battle of envy?
Or an illusion
But I can't keep questioning,
Foreshadowing the other things
Call it loss, call it a reckoning
Of the worlds that collided,
In sight of my deity
Coerced collusion, conform thee
To see you, and be you
Something about you,
Living without you
But is it for real?
You're my biggest regret and my everlasting dream
You can't be anything,
Till you start swallowing
I'll try to get the fuckers to see
What a real man is made of
Under the guillotine
Is what you isn't
I'll free the innocence; you tell me where it is
I am here but I'm not in the scene
It's a new way to view where I've been
And I believe it in all honesty
To see you, to be near you
It's a beginning and a reliving
But is it for real?
You're my biggest regret and my everlasting dream
I believe it in all honesty
To see you, to surround you
Never to doubt you, within without you
But it's not for real
You're my biggest regret and my everlasting dream