Blowing out my birthday candles like One of them's rolling off the table And about to start a fire Then I smell birthday smoke Look around at everyone's face How I loathe expressions That in 20 years haven't changed And if I'll never get this off my chest Why would I bother change? Permanent stupid teen Locked in going Brain dead I just wanted it around In my back pocket when I'm down I put up with the pressure for so long But finally cracked when I got home Waiting for it in the laundry aisle At 4:30 am and my whole body is on fire Everybody knows I'm broke They wanna eat my pain Baby gets barbecued For trying to take it away And if I'll never get this off my chest Why would I bother change? Permanent stupid teen Locked in going Brain dead I just wanted it around In my back pocket when I'm down I put up with the pressure for so long But finally cracked when I got home I just wanted it around In my back pocket when I'm down I put up with the pressure for so long But finally cracked when I got home