Can't stop thinking 'bout killing myself
But I don't know
When I will go
How I will do it this time
I don't want to wake up again in hospital
Mum and dad, I'm sorry
But this life just ain't for me
I hope you understand
When you're holding my lifeless dead hand
Mum, dad, it's okay to cry
We all knew I was born to die
Really can't lie, always wanted to die
That's why I always got high
I'm always off of my head
'Cause without drugs I'd be dead
Or maybe the president
But in my heart there's a dent
That only drugs can fill
I might pop a pill
So that my brain can chill
I'm always hot like a grill
Wonder if I'm in hell
Let's get the bill, purr
Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-hurr
Always pretending to laugh
I got this undercover
Can't stop thinking 'bout killing myself
But I don't know
When I will go
How I will do it this time
I don't want to wake up again in hospital
Mum and dad, I'm sorry
But this life just ain't for me
I hope you understand
When you're holding my lifeless dead hand
Can't stop thinking 'bout killing myself
But I don't know
When I will go
How I will do it this time
I don't want to wake up again in hospital
Mum and dad, I'm sorry
But this life just ain't for me
I hope you understand
When you're holding my lifeless dead hand
Can't stop thinking 'bout killing myself
But I don't know
When I will go
How I will do it this time
I don't want to wake up again in hospital
Mum and dad, I'm sorry
But this life just ain't for me
I hope you understand
When you're holding my lifeless dead hand
If you're struggling with suicidal thoughts
Ehm, don't come to me 'cause I'll be struggling with them too
Hahaha
No seriously though this is a cry for help
Bye!