I paint a pretty picture But the story has a twist My paint brush is a razor And my canvas is my wrist, bitch Yo, I really wanna die today Get on my knees and start to pray like Dear God why'd you bring me here? I just can't do this shit another year I fear I cry myself to sleep I wake up in the morning feeling weak I just don't wanna live Don't wanna live I don't wanna live I don't wanna live Right, where do I start? There's a big hole inside of my heart And I can't fill it up I can't fill it up I can't fill it up I can't fill it up When I tell others how I feel they say Don't say that It's not a big deal There's kids out there that are starving Let me see your wrists Have you been carving? Yeah, couple scars on my wrists Paint a pretty picture But the story has a little twist I'm an artist My paintbrush a razor Secondary school never took off my blazer Took off my blazer Took off my blazer Secondary school Never took off my blazer I'm an artist My paintbrush a razor Secondary school Never took off my blazer Took off my blazer Took off my blazer Secondary school Never took off my blazer I'm an artist My paintbrush a razor Secondary school never took off my blazer Took off my blazer Took off my blazer Secondary school Never took off my blazer I'm an artist My paintbrush a razor Secondary school never took off my blazer