Sstable and whole Heart and soul Sober minded, one day Brave and heroic Bullet proof I was Grey and alone Cynical Broken down, the next day Trying to make some sense of what went wrong 'Cause I've been Up and down these hills Round and round running Sstuck between highs and lows Can't see them coming Back and forth I'm just Round and round running What if it's all inside my head Then let's pretend That now I'm confident I was confident I think I'm Lights in the dark Shooting stars All these lucky pills they are Making me feel like I can do this Losing it all Sudden fall Never knowing what's what It's hard to make amends When I'm with me Sometimes I'm quite Confident I think I might be Lying Trying To be confident Now I'm