This is not
Is not the voice I thought, I thought that I would have now
And this is not the life I saw me developing for myself
But I guess you can't stay way up on that pedestal forever
With your head so far in the clouds
You're bound to see bad weather
Damn
Honey, have you seen the view from up here?
‘Cause I can see everything in front of me
So clearly that I don't want to go
I don't want to go back now
I need to find a way to make this forever
I need to find a way to make this forever
I need to find a way to make this forever
I need to find a way to make this work forever
This is not, is not the girl I thought, I thought I was becoming
‘Cause for the last three years I moved so slow
I moved like molasses and called it running
I called it running
But I guess you dive in day to day or you're dead on arrival
And dear you've got to find the difference between life and survival
Damn
Honey, have you seen the view from up here?
‘Cause I can see everything in front of me
So clearly that I don't want to go
I don't want to go back now
I need to find a way to make this forever
I need to find a way to make this forever
I need to find a way to make this forever
I need to find a way to make this work forever
Honey, have you seen the view from down there?
‘Cause it's all dark and it's all dirt
And nobody really cares
If you don't want to move
'Cause you got to get up now
I need to find a way to make this forever
I need to find a way to fight this bad weather
I need to find some friends that might live forever
I need to find a way to get myself better forever
Forever