I'm just trying to figure out who I want to be this week
Cause I know it's not me
I know it's not me
I'm just trying to figure out who I want to be this week
Cause I know it's not me
I know it's not me
No, contrary to your popular belief
I've been drowning in the depths
So far gone, and so dark
That nobody can save me
I don't mean to sound impatient
Or hollow and insincere
But I've got postcards in my kitchen
Saying "wish you were here"
I'm stubborn and ungrateful with the people in my life
Oh, I often want to off myself
But I don't quite wanna die
Oh, I'm not really who you say that I am
I'd be better off dead or living on the lam
Well I'm just trying to figure out
Who I want you all to see
Because I know it's not me
I know it's not me
I'm just trying to figure out who I want you all to see
Because I know it's not me
I know it's not me
No, contrary to your popular beliefs
I've been drowning in the depths
So far gone, and so dark
That nobody can save me
Now the bathtub's running over
And the oven gas is on
And my last will and testament has already been drawn
So thanks for coming over
That was awfully nice of you
Feel free to shoot the messenger
Cause I'm just passing through
Nobody tells you selling your soul is what it takes
Cheers to everyone who thought that I would make it
Well, I'm just trying to figure out
How I want you all to grieve
Because I know I gotta leave
I know I gotta leave
I'm just trying to figure out how I want you all to grieve
Cause I know I gotta leave
I know I gotta leave
No, contrary to your popular beliefs
I'll be dead before you even think
Oh, I'll be dead before you even think
To save me