I've been thinking of your tiny town And holding hands on your ice covered streets And wondering what the fuck went wrong when you left me that January And when I'm talking with our friends The ones you always believed over me They say they think I deserve better Your friends always tell me I should leave So what the fuck do they know? Is there something that I don't? Cause I've got a feeling something happened when you left But you're not gonna talk And I never forget Don't you feel it? That dulling ache I've been thinking of my lonely nights And how I changed in 2019 When I was at my rock bottom And you abandoned me But I finally found a little piece of mind In new friends when you withdrew And you still have no idea the kind of hell that I went through Oh, don't you feel it? That dulling ache from the distance I want your permanent persistence Tell me you're in this Tell me it's endless So thank God, they were there to listen to The fucked up thoughts I was sorting through You don't want to know what happened Or hear about it, but I'll never forget Cause you never wanna listen to The fucked up things I'm going through It felt nice not to have to only count on you