I count the steps from my house to yours To see if my legs are longer than before I'm glad I started wearing shoes that fit My head is too heavy for you to cradle Kick my shins from under the table I was too afraid of it ♪ The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn't take it personally But I can't cry and you can't stop I love you but I know that you feel stuck ♪ I'm more myself while lying on the floor Sometimes there's nothing to say At least I'm not thinking anymore Oh, you love me today But something has to change Don't want you to feel stuck But I want you to stay Force my tears out to look in the mirror This is what it would look like if I really cared Cover up the wounds when I talk to you 'Cause that's what I always do That's what I always do ♪ The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn't take it personally But the smiling's fake and I've mastered it So have you, you just don't want to admit it Can't tell if I love enough I never think about this stuff I can feel the growing resentment But I'm too afraid to end it Can't tell if I love enough I've never been good at this stuff I can feel the growing resentment But I'm too afraid to end it Do you feel stuck?