I mean I really just
I wanna tell him everything I been feeling about us lately but I just
I feel like the moment I say something
He'll act like it's to complicated
And just leave me
I don't wanna cry in front of you
'Cause I know you won't do the same
I'm so tired of trying to get through
While you acting like it's a game
It's not funny
When you try to change the subject oh
It's not funny
Feel like I'm emotionally alone
It's not funny
But you act like it's a joke oh
And we both know
You don't talk about your emotions
You just go and ride the wave
But I'm drowning in this ocean
While you always seem okay
I hate how I'm too scared to tell you
How empty I've been
'Cause as soon as you call me beautiful
I just fall right back in
It's not funny
When you never find time to reply
It's not funny
I feel like I'm the last thing on your mind
It's not funny
But you seem to think it's fine
But I'm tired, I'm so tired
You don't talk about your emotions
You just go and ride the wave
But I'm drowning in this ocean
While you always seem okay
Oh-oh
Oh-oh-oahhh
Ohhh-ohhh
Nah-nah-nahh
Didn't wanna end it (didn't wanna end it)
But I already knew (but you already knew)
Wanted to stay naive (you tried to stay naive)
Wanted to stay with you (couldn't be with you)
And falling in love (and falling in love)
Can hurt so bad (can hurt so bad)
But it hurts way more (oh it hurts way more)
When they don't fall back (I couldn't fall back)
Oh
Didn't wanna end it (didn't wanna end it)
But I already knew (but you already knew)
Wanted to stay naive (you tried to stay naive)
Wanted to stay with you (couldn't be with you)
And falling in love
Can hurt so bad
But it hurts way more
When they don't fall back