(Spazz exclusive) ♪ Time after time I'm falling out with everything I love It's because I'm not listening to my heart close enough I'm begging, don't pull the trigger That's not me in the mirror Tell me, what am I here for? I just can't see the bigger picture I guess I took the wrong turn a couple times I guess I'll stay awake for another night Everyone's tryna hurt me I don't know why, but such is life Everywhere I go I get denied, don't know how to do it right I've always been next to you, but you don't ever notice Feels like I've been living a lie, but that's another story It took me a while to notice that what I did was hopeless I feel like I lost my focus, winter came and now I'm frozen (I feel like I lost my focus, winter came and now I'm frozen) Time after time I'm falling out with everything I love It's because I'm not listening to my heart close enough I'm begging don't pull the trigger That's not me in the mirror Tell me, what am I here for? I just can't see the bigger picture (Spazz exclusive)