Me and Jesse stayed up 'til two We talked about dreams, about things, about you It felt like anything could be real or fake Like our love is my world, but so is my heartache And I knew If I thought really hard about flying I could probably do it I'm just too tired for trying I created a scorpion And then had to kill it Just like I loved you And then had to will it To end 'Cause I bent the rules and I'm scary My dream Is a seam on the world that I'm wearing Allowed to break our deepest holds They keep you in the shade Too late to explain How many things are whole and good The mirror Glittered all blue and silver But I was never In it to begin with I'd like to be a shadow in a shadow More deeply invisible Than invisible Oh to be Part of the scenery Oh to be Filled with apathy For you to be A little bit scared of me