I just keep running after myself
I wish I could let myself cry
That I'm so easy to digest
Had my tongues tied into little bite sized
Pieces of insecurity
And I won't tell you
But I'm stuck in your teeth
You could try your best to pull me out
You could diagnose a problem
Or just shut your mouth
My sadness is so versatile
It melts into the ether
And I've got it on file
I'm pulled through all the wooden doors
Pains the only way to self reflection, of course
Wonder how long it's gonna be
Before the sinking feeling swallows me
I'm sorry this is so depressing
But don't you think my honesty tonight is real refreshing uh
I don't wanna cry
I wanna scream
'Cause I wake up feeling
Like I'm fighting everything
Melancholia won't let me go
People think that they can read me
So then people think they know I mean
Fuck everyone fuck everything
I think it's funny when you tell me how to feel
How do you know what I feel
How do you know if I feel
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Oh you think you know me well
I got a lot of different versions
So which one should I sell
What do you wanna hear from me
I'm sure I'll have your favourite theory
Pull em out
Let's see
I'll let you hold them over me
Enjoy the quiet crumbling
And i promise if you really listen
You can hear it when the anger takes
And if I swing
And I see you in my way
If you get hurt
That's your mistake
I don't wanna cry
I wanna scream
'Cause I wake up feeling
Like I'm fighting everything
Melancholia won't let me go
People think that they can read me
So then people think they know I mean
Fuck everyone fuck everything
I think it's funny when you tell me how to feel
How do you know what I feel
How do you know if I feel
♪
I don't wanna cry
I wanna scream
'Cause I wake up feeling
Like I'm fighting everything
Melancholia won't let me go
People think that they can read me
So then people think they know I mean
Fuck everyone fuck everything I mean
Fuck everyone fuck everything
Fuck everyone fuck everything