It's a complicated state How the waves break Sometimes they're kind Sometimes they take lives Often in living hell A giver's life dwells I watched this state Crack and break So lead me down to the dusty garden Overgrown, aged and rotten And here they lie, Children forsaken And I see myself as one among them Shields there never were I love you more than words But now we're in this state And it cracks and breaks For it lives, it lives inside my skin And sometimes I feel I'll never win And often I feel I'll never win Someday I'll forgive