Now you look at me lost here on my street Another beautiful mind is changing You violently wake me from my dreams Another beautiful body shakened Are the doors that I opened closing in? All the words that I spoke now frozen Now that I'm taller am I too thin? And now it's time to decide Would I rather be blind? I don't wanna defy my own I don't wanna rely on perfect home I just wanna survive I just wanna survive with rose colored eyes It's in the trees of the forest, waiting It's in the smell of wood we're burning It's in the touch of the pine The change in my eyes I don't wanna want to defy my own I don't wanna rely on perfect home I just wanna survive I just wannna survive with rose colored eyes It's the shape of her back as she weeps over his body As we sing our little songs in the hospital room The sound of your voice as I search your words for meaning Is there beauty in the breathing? Even when that breathing's left In the tree that we had planted now grows strong inside my chest I will walk for all these miles just to Find what I have left within myself Self (self, self)